Although I initially planned to write about some earlier issues dealing with S's dad, I'm not sure I want to do that anymore. I'm trying to move on with my life, and be more positive. I'm afraid with rehashing the past I'm just validating it as part of my current life when I'd rather just leave it behind. At the same time I feel that it could help lift a weight off my chest as I have been holding it in with no one to talk to about it.
I feel like I'm always looking around the corner for "Mr. Right" or at this point even "Mr. Right-now" just to get me back in the swing of things. In order to do so I really need to shed the baggage of the last six years and move on. Maybe talking about it is the real key to say goodbye. Any thoughts on this matter? I do not talk to the parentals about this stuff, and while I have my sister I hate to burden her.
As it is I just go on day by day, enjoying my life with my daughter, and dreaming of the future.
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My feelings on such things are as long as you are holding it in, you're not working through it and it'll stay part of your current life. I have a therapist for this, as my mom reads my blog (I don't talk to the parentals about a lot of things either).
ReplyDeleteYou could always write it all out in a blog post that stays private or as a draft, or post it and take it down later when you feel you're done and over it. Or I'm always happy to read emails and chat if you want someone to talk to. :-)
Your blog is your space. If writing about it would help you, I say go for it. I know writing out my story and getting support from others has been very therapeutic. I also make use of the private blog option, "for your eyes only", when I am really frustrated and don't want to show all of my crazy. ;-)
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